Happy Birthday my friend. I hope you stay happy and pretty forever. You don't need anyone like me who hurts you in the past. You deserve a better friend than me. I hope one day you can forgive and forget.

I have to change

I have learned that sometimes sorry is not enough and you actually have to change.

I wanted a time machine where I can go back and stopped myself from hurting a friend.

I hope time and space between us can get us back together as friends.
I hope one day the scar on her heart will heal.

Lost a good friend Part 2

I'm not going to post names:

getting revenge isn't fun. You hurt a innocent person and at the end, you hurt yourself and the trust that we had.
It was my fault for not investigating or look for the answer to the problem. Backstabbing isnt fun and is devilish move. I don't want to do that ever again.

I just lost two good friends. I hope this pain will go away soon for both of us.
I hope one day, we can start as new.

Lost a good friend

I lost a good friend.
I will lose her forever.
Sorry for what I had done.
I rather return items back to the store and keep our best friend relationship.

You're my closest friend.

I wish you were alive and so you can go places with me or be there for me when I needed you. I know you will lend me your shoulder to cry and you will give me warmth when I feel cold. You will even give me tissue if i shed a tear.
You were my closest friend.

I always tell myself not to cry and everything will be fine when the year ends.
I don't know if I can make it that day.

I have such bad luck this year.

1. My tooth broke in half.
2. Darius broke my iPad 2
3. Broke a murad orange bottle on day one.
4. Cut myself by a blue murad bottle yesterday.
5. Got a complaint against me by a client Patience. Almost lost my job.
6. allergies gotten worse: can't breathe at all.

What will happen to you if I were gone? You will not be lonely. Maybe you will find a better and happier owner than I am.

I feel so lonely. My phone hardly rings. My phone book have no one for me to call.

Stressing out

I received phone call from my supervisor and manager about this call: consumer Patience filed complaint because I didn't respond to her when she asked a question. The call was disconnected due to internet issues and there is high volume of calls after it. I can't even call consumer back. First time hearing Elvin telling me to be professional and stop acting like that. Well, he told me high volume of calls is not a excuse for anything. He told me he will schedule a time for me to come in to work to listen to the call.

Is a awful day today. My mood went down the hill and I want to call the bitch and yell the shit out of her. It was already stressful to work in this company with large amount of calls and now your giving more trouble for me.

Keeping my mouth shut

Long time no write. I almost forgot my password to my blog.

Sorry for abandoning you. You were always there when I need someone to talk to. I will be here when you need me.

I will keep my mouth shut from now all. I will not join my mom & my brother for games. I will stay in my room watching my movies.
My brother told me to stfu. I'm losing a lot tonight. My brother said I will never tell you who I'm betting for and told me to learn to stfu.
When I heard it, I was heating up and wanted to leave the living room with my iPad. I had no where to hide my anger and tears. My brother can't take it as a joke when it comes to money.

Thanks blog for being there when I needed you.
I wish I can share more happy stuff with you if I have any.