You're my closest friend.

I wish you were alive and so you can go places with me or be there for me when I needed you. I know you will lend me your shoulder to cry and you will give me warmth when I feel cold. You will even give me tissue if i shed a tear.
You were my closest friend.

I always tell myself not to cry and everything will be fine when the year ends.
I don't know if I can make it that day.

I have such bad luck this year.

1. My tooth broke in half.
2. Darius broke my iPad 2
3. Broke a murad orange bottle on day one.
4. Cut myself by a blue murad bottle yesterday.
5. Got a complaint against me by a client Patience. Almost lost my job.
6. allergies gotten worse: can't breathe at all.

What will happen to you if I were gone? You will not be lonely. Maybe you will find a better and happier owner than I am.

I feel so lonely. My phone hardly rings. My phone book have no one for me to call.